All Wake and No Sleep Make Thrill a Dull Boy

October 22, 2019

Hola Bitcholas,

I am tired. Fell asleep around 4 and woke up at 7:30 but had this weird adrenaline rush and it worked out. But the rush is gone. That said, it's nothing I can't handle.  Sleep deprivation is a usual thing for me and I don't really notice it. Maybe that's why I'm always so grumpy?   

Ah, but the longest I've gone without sleep was about 40 hours. I was in my younger 20's and enjoying all of the escapism that only copious amounts of alcohol and drugs can provide. But I also had a job on the weekend working "security" for a corporate office building. NOTHING happens on the weekends at corporate office buildings...and at that point in my life, I liked having nothing to do.  

Anyway, I get there, sleep deprived, but I knew I could get through the shift...because, as I stated, there's nothing to do on the weekends at a corporate office building. But then I saw a bunch of smoke INSIDE of the building. I had to spring into action. 'Spring into action' is a bit of an overstatement. I tried to find the source...slowly...couldn't figure it out and finally called the fire department.

They couldn't find the source either. When I got home after my shift, I still saw the smoke. That's when I realized I was hallucinating because I hadn't slept.

Yeah, so today's tired was nothin'! Well, it was a little somethin'.  

Until tomorrow, do what you do best and STAY BEAUTIFUL!